I have electricity again

Day 26 of 2013 ... Saturday

If you read yesterday's blog you know we lost our electricity for awhile yesterday.  When Cecil called the electric company and was told it would be out until maybe 10pm I wondered what I was going to do about my blog.  I wanted to post a blog everyday and I had.  So I called Bethy 1st and she said she would write my blog for me.  I was worried.  Although I know she wouldn't cuss or post anything negative I still didn't know what she would talk about, AND her spelling is .....  I don't need to say it .... you saw for yourself .... LOL.  But she is an adult and eventually she will realize sounding out the words will help with the spelling.

While I read her blog, I laughed at some things and I cried at some things.  When she said I am her best friend I did have to stop reading and take a breath.  We have been through a lot with Beth as she admitted.  But what is a parent to do.  When they get to be a certain age they feel they can make their own decisions.   As Bethy did.  For to long she was gone from our lives.  We did hunt for her, found her, but it has to be mutual and she was married to a selfish man.  BUT when your baby calls in the middle of the night from a phone booth ... you go get her!!  All is good and we have Bethy back.  She is remarried, this time to a man that supports her and cares about her.  We don't know Jim very well because he is working or playing golf but He is welcome here.

We all have regrets about decisions made in our youth or decisions made in haste or made from stupidity.  I don't like the memories of my bad decisions and I don't like the memories of Bethy's bad decisions.  I don't like the memories of the bad decisions made by Missy or Sara either.  Someday I will be to old to remember my bad decisions or Jehovah God will be merciful and erase them for me then I will be able to become the person those memories stopped me from becoming. 

Some day ...

Thanks for reading my blog
Until tomorrow
 - Marcene